Saturday, December 31, 2005

What can I say about my friends Jane and José?

That they're beautiful and brilliant? That they love salsa and acid jazz and chachacha? And me.

Enough to have offered up a gift of Jo Malone for Hannukah plus their wine picks for the New Year.

(Did I mention Jose is a sommelier who started out as a paramedic? And Jane a pastry chef who first trained as a painter and sculptor? Or that both of them possess the supreme gift of gab and a talent for slackitude? Making them the perfect pair to have to your next party. SO hang onto their email addresses, 'kay?)

José states plainly and with little equivocation that, if stranded on a deserted highway shoulder in Dallas en route to a New Year's Eve party, there are two ultimate wines he'd like to have at hand to ease the pain:

First, he'd start with the Rosso Doc Saussicaia 2001, an 85/15 blend of Cabernet and Merlot from the Saussicaia Estate in Tuscany, a legendary estate also known for its horses--and its really swank Web Site.

Then, just about when the tow truck showed up, he'd pop open a magnum of Dom Perignon and serve it around with plenty of juice glasses. Salud.

Now, for the rest of us, here are some potable little beauties for the kind of cash I can pay:*

Hanna Sauvignon Blanc from Hanna Winery in the Russian River Valley in California (expect to pay as little as $12 for the 2004, which earned 91 points and boasts hints of grapefruit and melon, but don't expect your bottle to arrive in time for the New Year's festivities).

For the conspiracy theorists among us, there's Shepherd's Ridge Sauvignon Blanc, 100% controlled by its vineyard (meaning no grape swaps or underhanded buys; it's grown and bottled on the premises, 100%). At about $25 a bottle, it's a good value, say J and J.

Drinkers of red wine, there's something for you here: Benziger Pinot Noir, available for a song from the wonderfully affordable (if ineptly named) canalswine.com. I think something got lost in translation when Canals Wine chose that domain.

As to Champagnes, J. L'Uomo recommends

Piper Heidsieck Brut Rose or Rose Sauvage, in a wide range of prices from $18 to $45, generally.

And once you've hunkered down with your honey or your croneys or your homies, don't forget to light a zorch and let les bons temps roulent.

Pretty colors.

*Caveat emptor: Now that I am home and stretched out in my comfy broadband connection, Blogger has decided to eat my hyperlinks sometimes even when I painstakingly enter them myself in--horrors--real html). So, I think someone on the Internet is trying to coax me to stop leaning on links and start writing. I won't do it, though, you hear me? I won't!

Friday, December 30, 2005
























"I have nothing to say, and I am saying it"

John Cage










"White Garden," by Philip Maltman

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Poetry Thursday: Not Exactly an Aubade

My daughter turns seven tomorrow.

I know what you might be thinking: a Sylvia Plath poem for a little girl’s birthday, hmmm.

But it’s the right poem for my Mona, and for me, and for the mornings we had. I knew I would miss them--that is how I got through them, by repeating and repeating to myself how I would miss them.


Morning Song
Sylvia Plath

Love set you going like a fat gold watch.
The midwife slapped your footsoles, and your bald cry
Took its place among the elements.

Our voices echo, magnifying your arrival. New statue.
In a drafty museum, your nakedness
Shadows our safety. We stand round blankly as walls.

I'm no more your mother
Than the cloud that distills a mirror to reflect its own slow
Effacement at the wind's hand.

All night your moth-breath

Flickers among the flat pink roses. I wake to listen:

A far sea moves in my ear.

One cry, and I stumble from bed, cow-heavy and floral
In my Victorian nightgown.

Your mouth opens clean as a cat's. The window square

Whitens and swallows its dull stars. And now you try

Your handful of notes;

The clear vowels rise like balloons.




From Ariel, Harper & Row, 1966. Copyright © 1966 by Ted Hughes. Republished for educational purposes only.

[via
Academy of American Poets, natch. Image via Dave Neary]

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Capote Agoniste

This is supposed to be a post about Capote, the intensely good new film co-produced by and starring Phillip Seymour Hoffman, with screenplay by Dan Futterman.

This is supposed to be. But it can’t only be.

(Because I said so, that's why.)

I’m currently blogging from a family member's dial-up connection somewhere in the metropolitan Southwest, an Internet connection that can flatteringly be described as separating the men from the boys in the way of user-friendly sites.

So a lot of what I want to tell you will be through text rather than my usual pithy links.

Like, I can’t rightly tell you tonight whether the contents of Sony Picture’s official Capote site would say way better all the things I am saying, and in way less time, because it was taking too long to load the pages behind that simple façade showing Phillip Seymour Hoffman in the role that is certain to win him Oscar status if not the Golden Boy himself.

So you will have to hear my color commentary instead.

Maybe my meandering post will be Tru to the movie’s spirit, which reveals nothing so much as the vortices of our professional relationships and praxis.

The film turns on such relationships, on their resemblance to love and their wide divergences, on the uses and misuses of trust, on the slippery ethics of the writer’s life.

And on the frail lines between regard and rubbernecking, homage and manipulation, love and lust: lust for attention, for understanding, for above all the intense freebasing high of having nailed it right there on the page, the actual thing, the truth itself, for the blink that lasts forever…much like another peak human experience we spend far too much time seeking.

The libidinous tug of the writer’s craft, and the difficult consequences of abandoning oneself to the ecstasy of consummation.

The natural treachery—I am sorry, but it’s true—of the documenter’s mind. To save a life, or snap a picture? Or, if you’re Capote, maybe to try to save a life long enough to get the picture.

And the pleasures, ohhhh, the things that keep us going—the high of actually finishing, at a dead heat, eight or twelve or fourteen hours straight of nothing but and noplace else to focus but this holy-seeming mission of The Book (sound familiar, riannan? Like a patient etherized upon the table, maybe?)

And the promise of holding a crowd in sway, in awe because you have found the words to say what is unsayable, in awe because you have found where silence is better still, and woven the two--sound and silence--into a rhythm that drives everyone forward toward the climax.

It’s communal. It’s ritual. It’s sexual.

“If called upon to make a speech…Oh for the life of me, I don’t know what to say…” Those are not Capote's words, but killer Perry Smith's, words that Capote reads to his friend Harper Lee with a relish that cannot, will not, be placed: Is he marveling at the connection he feels with Smith, or Smith's vulnerability, the childish place where the urge to celebrity germinates? Or remarking, without a shred of irony, on how unlikely Smith is to ever do anything worthy of a speech? Or mourning Smith's intelligence and humanity, soon to go to dust?

Hoffman plays it perfectly: all the feelings, all at once, contempt and pity and adoration and admiration and kinship, all of it at once. But most of all--best of all, worst of all--his own desire to document it.

We never doubt that Capote is interested in accuracy--at least in this version of the story. The production team for Capote goes out of its way to impress upon us that professional ethics in the conventional sense of the word were not Capote's problem. In the real world there's doubt about this, but in the story world of the film, the insistence on Capote's excellence as a journalist really serves to make a similar point to that of his detractors, and to make it more chillingly.

We don't like to think that trust and professionalism and the imperative to create something that endures--dedication, in other words--can actually make feeble, mewling, self-aggrandizing simps of the best of us. But Futterman, the screenwriter, and Gerald Clarke, the author on whose book the movie is based, do know, as writers, whereof they speak.

Not only do the ends not justify the means, but the cleanest and most ethical practice does not ethics make.

I am thinking, because this film is about making a book, that the film was also about making itself. There's a self-referential quality to it, a Godel-defying attempt by the system of creation to understand itself in the act. It is clear that this is Hoffman's film, and the role is like no other he has ever played. I want to know more about his professional connection to the rest of the team, and where the impetus to get the film made originally came from. Who found the book? How'd it all start? Did the screenplay result from an individual's vision or a group effort among energetic young men (this is undeniably a very male production). Did they gather at a diner for breakfast or at a party, or a playdate with their kids, or make phone calls or emails fly back and forth, one pal to the next?

I won't know till I get home and can zoom around lightening fast on my broadband.

I wish I were organized enough to say more about this movie--yes, dammit, movie--take that, intellectual-lover--with its excellent cast of WHISHs (I dub it! I just figured out this acronym for those “Where Have I Seen Him/Her” actors we love, like Bob Balaban and Catherine Keener and Marshall Bell, actors who shoulder the burden of crucial support in most movies as well as the responsibility for most “Sssshhh!”s in movies and homes during screenings, as people like me start bugging their companions to tell them WWHST). But the limits of my technology, and the late hour, prevail.

Incidentally, we get another crack at this topic in the new year, when Douglas McGrath's film based on George Plimpton's 1997 bio, Infamous, comes out with Toby Jones as Capote and Sandra Bullock as Harper Lee.

[photo of Truman Capote via Slate]

Friday, December 23, 2005

The Holidays: Official and Unofficial


First I visited The Official Billie Holiday site.

Then I found The Unofficial Billie Holiday site.

Which one would Lady Day prefer, I wonder?

See you next year.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Poetry Thursday: Ode of the Consumer





















A Supermarket in California

by Allen Ginsberg


What thoughts I have of you tonight, Walt Whitman, for I walked
down the sidestreets under the trees with a headache self-conscious looking
at the full moon.
In my hungry fatigue, and shopping for images, I went into the neon
fruit supermarket, dreaming of your enumerations!
What peaches and what penumbras! Whole families shopping at
night! Aisles full of husbands! Wives in the avocados, babies in the tomatoes!
--and you, García Lorca, what were you doing down by the watermelons?

I saw you, Walt Whitman, childless, lonely old grubber, poking
among the meats in the refrigerator and eyeing the grocery boys.
I heard you asking questions of each: Who killed the pork chops?
What price bananas? Are you my Angel?
I wandered in and out of the brilliant stacks of cans following you,
and followed in my imagination by the store detective.
We strode down the open corridors together in our solitary fancy
tasting artichokes, possessing every frozen delicacy, and never passing the
cashier.

Where are we going, Walt Whitman? The doors close in a hour.
Which way does your beard point tonight?
(I touch your book and dream of our odyssey in the supermarket and
feel absurd.)

Will we walk all night through solitary streets? The trees add shade
to shade, lights out in the houses, we'll both be lonely.
Will we stroll dreaming of the lost America of love past blue automo-
biles in driveways, home to our silent cottage?
Ah, dear father, graybeard, lonely old courage-teacher, what America
did you have when Charon quit poling his ferry and you got out on a
smoking bank and stood watching the boat disappear on the black waters of
Lethe?

[Caveat lector: My Blogger margins messed with the proper line breaks. For the right format and an audio clip, click Academy of American Poets]

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Putting the "Real" in Real Estate

Apropos of nothing.

I had another one of those moments today.

You know the ones. "The Brie is in the roadway" moments. The "never leave your pizza burning" moments.

Those moments. These seem to be most prevalent at the end of the month, which is good, because then I can find the permalinks quickly when I go through my archives.

Anyhoo. This one went like this:

Passed a house for sale today. Nothing unusual about that.

Took a doubletake at the sign, though.


Because for a minute...

I could swear...

that right above all the information about the agent and company...

it said...

"Disappointment Only"

[image via shipoffools.com]

Labels:

The Examined Life


Mind you, these are books I recently sold on half.com.

And no, I'm not telling you what replaces them.

I'll tell you this: nothing nearly this interesting.

Don't Try This at Home


The road to Hell is paved with good inventions.

All the same, doesn't this product qualify as the worst idea for a luxury gift you've ever seen?

I mean, at what point in the courtship/engagement/marriage would something like this be appropriate?

If I have to answer that question, it's a wonder you are still involved/engaged/married.

You're not? Well, then. QED.

Many will argue that if luxury is what you want, you're better off at Jo Malone or Blue Mercury than at The Vermont Country Store.

I beg to differ. For where true--true--luxury is warranted, The Vermont Country Store is all about it. It's just that they specialize in the luxuries you don't want anyone to see you in.

Feast your senses:

Sheepskin Velcro Slippers
Lanz of Salzburg
Easy-Zip Leisure Bra --ooh la la
Jobst Mid-Calf Support Socks--For Men!

And lifestyle enhancers for those special evenings:
Classic Lightweight TV Trays
Gilhoolie
Newspaper Log Roller (we have enough of these in our Nation's Capital, thanks)

And if you want fantasy--they've got fantasy galore.

Want to pretend to all your co-workers that you went skiing this holiday season? Order up a bunch of Maple Leaf candies and then snap some photos of you sitting by a hearty fire attired in your outdoors gear from The Sportsman's Guide. Tack up the photos in the soul-destroying company break room and put out the candies on that depressing laminated table where people eat their Chinese take-out and voila!

Or is it a Proustian experience you crave? Visit Vermont Country's outstandingly nostalgic Apothecary page, where you can find gorgeously decadent outdated fragrances like Arpege and My Sin and Evening in Paris, no lie.

(I am fluent in several body languages, but aspire to speak scent fluidly.)

And how about a little something for yourself after all that shopping? Come on, admit it, you've been wondering where you can safely and discreetly purchase these. You can request a plain brown wrapper, and the Orton family will graciously oblige.

Monday, December 19, 2005

It's Better in Brazil

If you are feeling especially chilly today, try this refreshing trick via an anonymous reader in Brazil.

I like me better in a romance language.



The Unbearable Brightness of Bling

Today, we celebrate the beginning of the week before the Week Of.

I can actually indulge in Blatant and Schamess Consumerism in real time because Chanukah coincides with Christmas this year.

Not that my sense of timing is all that good. For example: Am I the last person in America to know that Tana Goertz, recently of The Apprentice, was a single mom who blinged her way to solvency using only a BeDazzler and her own homegrown Iowan-American ingenuity? And that the instrument of her rise to power was also, in great tragic tradition, part of her, um, unraveling?

I am certainly the last--make that the only--person on the Internet to recommend this really old link to the Willamette Weekly's well-written and undersung fashion page. Note the date: now that's a good fashion link.

All this gives me an idea for my own ebay store. Yes, it may be just a virtual junk shop now, but as soon as the holiday rush is over I'm preparing for Year One: The ebay store at flyandbee.

Because as far as I know, I will be the first on the market with the BeChiller.

It's the biggest thing since radio and I'm letting you in on the ground floor.

Okay, you try entertaining 23 to 40 demanding and possibly unique readers a day.

[image via kitkraft]

Sunday, December 18, 2005

killing me softly

Tilda Swinton is my new grrl crush.

I think it's too early for even drew's script-o-rama to have the down-low on the Chronicles of Narnia script, but anyway I can't tear myself away from Tilda long enough to look. So why don't you go and see? That's a good reader.

Even in the crowded marketplace that is a Disney Holly-day extravaganza like Narnia, Tilda Swinton's bizarre Borg beauty and unmitigated cool arcs free of the movie, free of directorial manipulations and the time limit, free of the (albeit well-rendered) Christian allegory that underpins the piece.

When she stands poised above Aslan ready to make a kill on behalf of the Deep Magic, you almost want her to put the knife to you next.

The movie works, not only because of her. It works because the allegory remarks again and again on the peculiarly pantheistic and matriarchal foundations of English Christianity. So that the White Witch is a neither/nor being (the kind of beings I like best): she straddles (literally, breathtakingly) the cold iciness of evil in her winter garb and the hot breath of unshaped animal need in her tawny military garb.

There she comes on the battlefield, bloody warpaint dotting the inside of each eye, tricked out like the lioness she is, in furs and slithery chain mail, Aslan's equal in passion if not in compassion.

Here is an itsy bitsy pixely photo that doesn't do her justice:



Oh, man. Pick me, pick me, pick me next!

[first image via Karin & Bruce's flickr photos. Second: Disney et al.]

Saturday, December 17, 2005

still life


We fired our kitchen contractors last week.

Can you tell?

links to home health aid:

apartment therapy

twist

home rule

blue mercury (readers wishing to suck up to me,
please proceed directly
here).

mehitabel the cat is still missing


idle thought

by Don Marquis


paris september
fifth nineteen
twenty three
what i like
about this place
is that it is
such a nice
place to loaf in
and loafing
is the best thing
in life
nature shows
us that
a caterpillar
just eats and
loafs and sleeps
and after a while
without any effort
it turns into
a butterfly
with nothing to do
but flit around
and be beautiful
but consider
the industrious
tumble bug
the tumble bug
toils and plants
and sweats
and worries
pushing its burden
up hill forever
like sisyphus
and pretty soon
some one
comes along
and thinks how
vulgar and ugly
the thing is
and steps on it
and squashes it
idleness
and beauty
are their own
rewards
mehitabel the cat
is still missing



more on archy's origins here.

[via Sarah, who got it via Rebecca, who got it from Archyology: the long lost tales of archy and mehitabel and may also have idly channeled my dad somehow, but probably not]

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Friday Miscellany

Acquired in my recent travels in quest of wonderful lifeness:

Failure Magazine.

Angels.

Prayer.

Nitpicking.

Good-humored bitching.

Ill-humored bitching.

IWL's composer.

Other unsung cinematic heroes.

80 films by Robert Anderson, pictured above as Little George Bailey.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Pennies for Poetry

When better to feature this important fundraising effort than during It's a Wonderful Life Week at TTH, no?

We owe everything to poets. Help them, Dear Reader.

Okay, I'll admit it. Once upon a time, for a long time, I didn't think the existence of poetry mattered. I'd been taught it all wrong. I'd been taught, for example, that poetry was worth more dead than alive.

My apathy verged on antipathy after a run of traditional English instruction by what Grace Paley calls "well-intentioned persons."

That fear and near-loathing lasted long after I myself began to write some really bad poetry of my own, long after I became a lifelong fan of David Byrne and the Talking Heads, long after I'd actually come to love individual poets and poems, and the people who taught them to me: Caroline Cage at Hillcrest High School, Jack Myers at Southern Methodist University, my own mom.

Even when I chose for myself--Marvin Bell, Anne Sexton, Edna St. Vincent Millay and Dylan Thomas--I insisted that I didn't like poetry, or understand it, just those few poems. I was terrified of poetry as a genre.

Still am.

But so what? I can't live without it. If poetry didn't exist, in fact, I wouldn't still be here. It is that simple, and that personal.

So if the Academy of American Poets is wise, they'll cotton on to the tie-in with It's a Wonderful Life and do this Pennies for Poetry thing every year with, say, marathon showings of that heartwarming classic until somebody pays them to stop.

By the way, doubters and haters, the Academy has come a long, long way since 1999. Those of you who don't follow poetry news closely (does that pretty much cover most of you?) won't much remember what a closed shop the Academy had gradually become since its founding from Marie Bullock's apartment in 1934. It had become, how you say, erm, a little too focused on the DWM (no link yet in the Urban Dictionary, cause I just had to put it there).

Now? Now...www.poets.org is one of the finest sites for poets, for teachers, for readers, for newcomers, that ever was. It's filled with wonderful poetry that is happening right now, diverse voices and ages and ethnicities and genders (wait, there are only two of those).

So cough it up, friends and neighbors. Let's make our poets the richest people in town.

Daughters of "Separated at Birth"



Gloria Grahame....



...and Heloise.








Ya think?

If I'm right, it's breaking news.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Separated at Birth



Dick Cheney...





and Old Man Potter.

I am not making this stuff up. That's Rising Hegemon's job. As is being really f&cking funny without always, uh, making sense.

Whatever.

All I want to do is get my day of IWL posting over.

Gloria Grahame: Woo-Hoo!

Comedienne. Femme fatale. Bad girl next door. Good girl gone wrong. Stunning wrecker of homes.

(Including her own, when she made her fourth marriage in 1960 to her stepson from her, ah, second marriage? Third? I forget. But then celebrity marriages are as stable as the people who make them.)

Let's give it up for the baddest B-Movie It-Girl ever...

G-L-O-R-I-A!

Grahame, that is. Gloria Grahame. Seeing her in anything leaves me both shaken and stirred.

I am not kidding.

It's a Wonderful Life was her breakthrough movie, made while she was a loan player to RKO Studios. But it's her later performances in Carousel and Oklahoma that first acquainted me with her, when her sleepy-eyed anti-heroines who couldn't help but say Yes drew me unfailingly further toward my own ruin than Shirley Jones's sweet-voiced, milk-fed holdouts ever could.

Sigh. If, in my youth, I just couldn't say no, my dates have only Gloria to thank.

Best known--though she isn't as well known as she deserves--for her roles in film noir classics like In a Lonely Place, The Bad and the Beautiful, and The Big Heat, Grahame's impressive and eclectic filmography includes more than a few odd turns from which I want to go reclaim her.

From The Greatest Show on Earth (1952)...

...to the little-known 1970 TV adaptation of The Merry Wives of Windsor (she played Mistress Page)...

...from a small part in the 1957 musical comedy It Happened in Brooklyn (So what? What didn't?)...

...to a walk-on as the mother-in-law in Jonathan Demme's 1980 Melvin and Howard.

Oh, how the mighty had fallen.

Gloria Grahame died young in 1981, at age 57. Still I hear her Betty Boop voice and these classic lines, beautifully delivered:

"What, this old thing? Why I just wear it when I don't care how I look." (It's a Wonderful Life)

"We're sisters under the mink." (The Big Heat)

and possibly (though she is standing in line behind many others, including my own mom, who claimed to have coined this):

"I've been rich and I've been poor and believe me, rich is better."

Further reading:

Suicide blonde: the life of Gloria Grahame
by Vincent Curcio.
Film stars don't die in Liverpool
by Peter Turner.
Femme Noir: The Bad Girls of Film
by Karen Burroughs Hannsberry.

category: film

Monday, December 12, 2005

It's a Wonderful Week

There is so much out there on this amazing movie that I think I can get a week of posts out of it.

Dare me?

Okay.

I am warning you, though: I scored a 7 out of 10 on the toughest IWL quiz out there. (100% on the average one, thanks for asking).

Plus, you know how my mind works by now. There'll be some weird stuff. Like cyber people, f'rinstance.

I'm just saying.

Here's more the sort of thing you can expect...., most of the time.

Sunday, December 11, 2005

That time of year thou mayest TV behold...*



Frank Capra's "It's A Wonderful Life" is, and ever will be, our favorite holiday movie at TTH.

Not because it is heart-warming, though it is.

Not because it's funny, though it is.


Not because it makes us cry, though it does.


Not even because of Zuzu's Petals. Though they're a nice touch.


No, we love "It's A Wonderful Life" because of the undertow.


We all know--we who grew up in families, we who are trying to raise families, we who have stayed married, we who have not--that it is most certainly not, most of the time, a wonderful life.


We have plans, see. Big plans. We're going to shake the dust of this crummy town off our shoes and be something. We want to plan things, to build things, see the world.


We don't want to settle down, we don't want to get married, we don't want to run the family's Building and Loan and we don't want to spend our lives crawling to Potter.


(no, not that Potter.)


We want to marry the man of our dreams, the one we have loved since childhood and whom we're sure we'll love until the day we die.

We want to have his babies and wallpaper his house and smooth his forehead and treat his work-related ulcers and run the local USO chapter during wartime and have a hot turkey dinner waiting for him on Christmas Eve.


Once upon a time, of course, we only wanted to stand in the doorway of our house kissing him until we saw stars. We wanted him to lasso the moon for us. And he felt sure he could.


Then day to day. The mortgage. The kid with the piano lessons, the kid with the flu. The in-laws. The measly nickeling and diming to get by. The fat drunken uncle we've got to carry. The kid brother who made good and left town.


On Christmas Eve the man who promised to lasso the moon barks, "Why do we have to have all these children anyway?"


The woman, whose only thought was to love him and him alone, instead gathers the children to her skirts and practically throws him out of the house.


And there you have it, as my sister would say.

A typical Christmas Eve for many of us.


To me, every year, it's really just Hollywood gravy that George Bailey is saved, that an angel is sent down to personally pull him from his misery, that the prayers and efforts of everyone in town drag him from ruin's door, that he recovers the fragile rose petals in his pocket and the marriage and family that sustain him.


Because the darkness of it--the plain stubborn meanness of daily life and the basically undignified positions we each must assume to find and commit to love--these matter to me the most.


So the moments that have become my favorites--ever shifting, ever new--tend to be the darkest ones.


This year, it's this: Nick the Bartender, whose goodwill toward men makes
Al Swearingen look like Tiny Tim, opening and closing his cash register repeatedly so the bell will ring, calling over his shoulder with the greatest contempt he can muster:

"Get me, I'm giving out wings."

I like the
notion that possibly, somewhere, it might be working all the same.

More on the bigger, darker picture behind the Hollywood picture from the astonishing Interesting Ideas.com:

Capra's group of socially conscious films of the '30s reflected a reasonably coherent fear of the intensifying class conflict, fascism and militarism that seemed then to be overtaking the world. It's a Wonderful Life reveals near panic over the catastrophes and depersonalization that actually did.

Things had become so bad that only God could save the day. Life may be wonderful, but to be able to live it wonderfully is another issue entirely.

[image via homevideos.com]

*with apologies to
William Shakespeare.

Friday, December 09, 2005

Shabbos Poem: "there are stars we haven't heard from yet"

The Hammock








When I lay my head in my mother's lap
I think how day hides the stars,
the way I lay hidden once, waiting
inside my mother's singing to herself. And I remember
how she carried me on her back
between home and the kindergarten,
once each morning and once each afternoon.

I don't know what my mother's thinking.

When my son lays his head in my lap, I wonder:
Do his father's kisses keep his father's worries
from becoming his. I think, Dear God, and remember
there are stars we haven't heard from yet:
They have so far to arrive. Amen,
I think, and I feel almost comforted.

I've no idea what my child is thinking.

Between two unknowns, I live my life.
Between my mother's hopes, older than I am
by coming before me, and my child's wishes, older than I am
by outliving me. And what's it like?
Is it a door, and good-bye on either side?
A window, and eternity on either side?
Yes, and a little singing between two rests.

categories: ayinim life poetry

[Poem via shy michael]

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Poetry Thursday: Praise Them

by Li-Young Lee










The birds don't alter space.

They reveal it. The sky
never fills with any
leftover flying. They leave
nothing to trace. It is our own
astonishment collects
in chill air. Be glad.
They equal their due
moment never begging,
and enter ours
without parting day. See
how three birds in a winter tree
make the tree barer.
Two fly away, and new rooms
open in December.
Give up what you guessed
about a whirring heart, the little
beaks and claws, their constant hunger.
We're the nervous ones.
If even one of our violent number
could be gentle
long enough that one of them
found it safe inside
our finally untroubled and untroubling gaze,
who wouldn't hear
what singing completes us?

[Photo of birds in bare tree (c) 2004 by Richard Loller via storyhouse.org. Poem via Poetry Chaikhana]

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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Impromptu Poetry: Inertia




Inertia

by Judith Cordary

"Page 26, please: Minor Goddesses.
Yes of course you should take notes."

I Worshiped (sp?) - Fertile Crescent
A. "Fabled, curved, & fecund as her mother" (26)
1. Tigress Tigris

II Greeks
A. Understood at once it would not do to elevate
her to Olympus.
1. Who could see her with Athena?
a. "fleet and flashingeyed" (27) etc.
b. smart

2. Even Aphrodite
a. Worked at beauty
b. Worked at love

B. Built her a temple
1. Minor.
2. Marble, no rugs, a breeze to sweep

III Kids?
A. Yes.
B. Immaculate Conception
1. "Raised themselves," she said. "It's quite
amazing."

IV As Woman of 90's
A. Friend of Can't (Used to be friend of Won't but
they split when Can't moved in.)
B. Coat of Arms
1. Bottle (vodka/chardonnay)
2. Comforter (LLBean p.93)
3. Phone
a. Cellular.
b. Other.
1. Message says: "Inertia. In-ER-she-a.
I'll get back to you."

V Quiz Tues.

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